An honest and vulnerable space for those who seek to explore the depths of beauty and pain in life, and to feel inspired and challenged in equal measure, from a visual artist who found solace in writing after suicide loss.
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I'd Rather Go It Alone: The Stigma Around Suicide
Stigma silences those struggling. Reflecting on Alex’s fears, I stress the need for safe spaces and breaking societal judgment to support mental health.
To Those Left Behind After Suicide Loss
Grieving Alex's suicide, I grappled with guilt, anger, and seeking answers. This post explores the complex emotions and challenges of suicide loss.
Nothing Matters Anymore: A Reflection on the Suicidal Mind
In my blog, I challenge the idea of suicide as selfish, sharing how my partner Alex's unbearable anxiety and hopelessness left him feeling he had no choice.
Conversations With the Ones We Have Loved and Lost
In a letter to Alex, I reflect on grief, love, and life after loss—facing trauma, dating, and writing our story while seeking peace before my 40th birthday.